Meng Chu is not ignorant. She vaguely perceives that Chen Shuguan seems to be too different from the person in her memory. The person in front of her seemed to be more interested in her, but based on her knowledge of him, he would not entangle himself that much with her.
But she never thought deeply, to be precise, she didn't dare to think deeply.
She thought this was a gift from God alone, but she never thought that perhaps Chen Shuguan was the same as her, and he even knew her secret long ago.
She kept hiding in the corner like an ostrich, comforting herself, until she heard the man's words clearly at the construction site in Pingli Street.
At that moment, Chen Shuguan violently shattered all the illusory bubbles. Even though the girl had expected it, the cold air would still invade from her inside, and she seemed to be violently hit by someone, causing confusion in her mind.
She deceived herself for so long, she told herself that there was still room, she was not the previous 45-year-old person, and nothing happened yet, she just had to deal with him carefully.
Her life will not be a mess again.
She trembled, walking on thin ice every day, everything she did was just for the pleasure in the eyes of others.
She can't escape.
She moved and leaned against the head of the bed.
The tip of the small fruit knife avoided the vital part and penetrated a few centimeters into the skin. Chen Shuguan frowned, lowered his head and pulled out straight, the scarlet blood spattered out, and he quickly blocked it with his hand.
Blood was seen on both of them, and the air in the room was filled with a strong fishy smell. The cruel and miserable sight made people hopeless.
The girl was startled, her uninjured left hand couldn't help leaning in the direction of the knife.
"Chuchu, do you want to kill me? Or do you want to kill yourself?" The man was not far from her, he suddenly grabbed her tightly, and the voice close to her ears was very gentle and bewitching.
Chen Shuguan was already very careful and did not touch her wounds.
The girl burst into tears again. Unlike the half-truth howling just now, she barely made a sound, her tears falling on her cheeks.
He had never seen her like this, but it seemed that she had been imprinted in his memory.
Meng Chu sat stiffly, only she herself knew the evil things that were growing and spreading in her heart. She even thought viciously, why didn't the knife grow longer and go deeper, so that she would be freed.
Obviously, in her previous life, she cowardly would only choose to leave in the end.
"Chen Shuguan, let me go." She finally said.
The hatred in the tone was clear.
He didn't like her calling herself that way.
He repeated his old tricks and went to kiss her, wanting to kiss her tears. Her tears are very hot. She is always the best behaved at this time, she will respond and let himself go to her.
But the girl shuddered and avoided.
Unbeknownst to Chen Shuguan, Meng Chu deliberately used the pain to keep herself sensible.
Sure enough, it is a disastrous physiological phenomenon.
He actually didn't like to say anything more, it made him feel irritated, but this obviously didn't apply to her. He had a vague premonition that he couldn't let her go like this.
She said she was leaving, but that person didn't stop her, and she never came back.
The wound in front of him was very painful.
Chen Shuguan tried his best to make his expression look less sullen. He turned her face to him, not letting her out of sight, and whispered: "Meng Chu, I know who you are, but I really am not him. I only had a few absurd dreams. I assure you that none of those dreams will come true, okay?"
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