T/W: Self-harm
The long-lost tenderness provoked the seemingly unsatisfied beast in Chen Shuguan's heart and tossed the girl for two nights. Meng Chu almost failed to get out of bed.
He looked at his little girl, thin and weak, and probably had some kindness occasionally, allowing her to rest alone all night, and take a breath.
Meng Chu maintained the same posture, staying in the bathroom in his dormitory for a long time, only the sound of running water was heard in the narrow space.
The girl stood in front of the bathtub, placed her forearm under the water, and the steady stream of clear water finally diluted the blood that leaked from her arm.
She didn't seem to feel the pain at all. The wound was not small. The skin opened up, cutting open the surrounding intact tissues, leaving terrible marks on the skin that was almost flawless.
The girl's left hand was trembling, holding a fruit knife that still had blood.
She doesn't want to die.
Meng Chu knew, if she didn't break free from this imprisonment, and stay with Chen Shuguan, she might really go crazy.
Time and time again, the addiction that she didn't know when would end, this fear of unseen things, and the desire for new life, dragged her together and pushed her into the cliff which was an abyss that was beyond liberation.
On the fourth day, Chen Shuguan came to pick up Meng Chu as usual.
This is the last weekend before the start of the winter vacation, and the time for Meng Chu to enter the production group has also been set early.
The girl just got into the car when he smelled a faint smell of blood, the man leaned bent over her, looking down, "Did your official holiday come?"
He said this and his hand had consciously moved up to her. He leaned into her clothes and touched her pants with a thick layer of fabric. He released his hand, and his fingertips showed a clear red liquid.
The man seemed to feel a little regretful, staring at the stain on his fingertips for a few seconds, and took a wet tissue inside the car and wiped it clean.
It's a pity.
The car drove out of the underground parking lot, slowly passing through, the car was very slow, Chen Shuguan saw the young men and women passing by the car, exuding youthful aura. Thinking that she could only hug her, he could only regret not being able to eat.
She has always been in low spirits. He was not a talkative person. When the two got along, he would talk more. She occasionally said something.
However, apart from the casual chats, Chen Shuguan was almost negligible because of her period. He was in a good mood.
He moved his hand slightly and glanced at Meng Chu, "Meng Chuchu... let's go to the movies? Huh?"
After he finished speaking, he was startled, and he frowned. He had always thought this was boring and extremely stupid.
He only looked at the student couples coming and going, but he remembered that Chen Jue said he was very busy. In order to win Zheng Ying's heart, he usually took time to see Zheng Ying.
Somehow, he just had a thought, and he had already spoke.
Chen Shuguan didn't know, just when he said this, the word 'regret' that he had never experienced in his life appeared.
Meng Chu rarely raised objections.
She was silent as usual, and he talked alone.
He turned on the car navigation and randomly selected a movie theater.
Chen Shuguan drove the car without anyone noticing it, and the car drove all the way to Pingli Street.
The man parked the car on the side of the road, and Meng Chu got out of the car first. There was a construction site not far away, surrounded by blue construction barriers, and the name of the community and construction unit was printed on the metal baffle. The small door on the side was open, and it was rustled by the cold wind.
As if being called by God.
Meng Chu saw the street sign on the opposite road, she staggered, with no emotions on her face, raised her leg, and walked towards that place.
Chen Shuguan parked the car, but Meng Chu did not appear. He looked around and only had time to see the girl's figure disappearing behind the blue door that was not far away.
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