Chen Shuguan actually didn't love the child that much. For him, the meaning of the child's birth was for him to keep the mother, Meng Chu.
But that doesn't stop him from being a good father.
Because he knew that Meng Chu would be a good mother.
He once heard Meng Chu in the bathroom, touching her belly and talking to the little bun who was still an embryo: "Baby, you were made with love and hope. The moment you were created, your parents really loved each other."
Chen Shuguan secretly stood outside the door, suddenly realizing that he was a complete outsider, and he never opened the door to enter.
On Meng Chu's birthday, Chen Shuguan asked her carefully, "Chu Chu, what do you want?"
Meng Chu didn't answer. She lost a lot of blood and looked pale. She was able to get out of bed and walk around, but she didn't have much strength, so she walked slowly to the French window.
Spring arrived in Beijing, and the desolation of the dead vines and old trees in winter has disappeared, and the view downstairs is warm and colorful.
"Chen Shuguan, what do you want?" Meng Chu asked him back while sitting on the soft chair.
The little bun fell asleep just after breastfeeding, and the midwife and the helper aunt just went out, and they were the only one left in the room.
Chen Shuguan knelt down in front of her, held her hand, and wrapped it tightly.
She probably knew his answer. Facing the rising sun, she said softly, "Chen Shuguan, I used to be very greedy. Then I stayed alone for ten years and didn't want anything anymore. When he appeared, I was really very greedy." I was happy... but you never gave me a chance to choose..."
She was talking about the past and her eyes were wet.
"Don't cry, it would hurt your eyes." The man wiped away the tears that were about to fall from the corners of her eyes.
Twenty four year old Meng Chu has lived in this world for six years, and she really doesn't understand how she got so entangled with this person.
At that time, she was afraid of him, hated him, and never thought that she would fall in love with him again.
The infatuated love she had for this person in her previous life had disappeared long ago and no longer existed, but her heart was still beating for him.
She was timid, so she subconsciously chose to escape.
But the man saw through her at a glance.
Chen Shuguan lightly pressed her forehead, and the danger in his eyes disappeared, "Meng Chuchu, you have lived a new life. I have the memory of that person, and I will not repeat the same mistakes. If I hurt you, I will pay with my life, okay?"
Meng Chu was frightened by the man's unusually solemn expression and blood oath.
After a long time, she sighed and asked Chen Shuguan softly, "Does he like me very much?"
That 'him', they both knew who it was.
"...he doesn't know how to cherish you..." Chen Shuguan was silent for a while.
Meng Chu suddenly found it ridiculous, she tilted her head to look at him for a while, and then laughed softly.
She didn't know whether to hate him or hate this tricky fate.
"Chen Shuguan, the day I broke up with him was my birthday. At that time, I thought that as long as he had the slightest intention to be with me, I would definitely turn back, but he didn't..." Meng Chu thought, if he didn't have such a temperament, maybe they will have a different ending, or maybe the moment when Meng Chu was full of hope will no longer exist.
Who can tell?
Obviously Chen Shuguan is not a normal person.
"Meng Chu, I was very jealous of him..." I was jealous that he had met such a lively you.
Meng Chu didn't know what was on his mind at this time, and abruptly asked him: "Chen Shuguan, tell me honestly, if I insist on not being good to you, will you harm me?"
According to common sense, Chen Shuguan should have a strong desire to survive and assure her with the words: "Meng Chuchu, no, I will never hurt you in my whole life."
But the man did not speak, and what awaited her was a long silence.
Chen Shuguan stretched out his hand to rub her face a few times, his throat was dry, and he said hoarsely, "Chu Chu, don't be afraid, I promise to destroy myself if I can't control it."
Little did she know, he had already done so.
She didn't even know what this meant to him but she wept.
Her lacrimal glands seem to be so well developed, when he met her, except for the nearly two years together, she was always crying.
There was nothing he could do but tell her not to cry.
Meng Chuna couldn't help it either.
...
Meng Chu asked an agency to hire a live-in nanny to help take care of Meng Yun but after a while, Chen Shuguan sent the person away while Meng Chu was breastfeeding.
She questioned him sullenly.
The man said, "I don't like raising children with strangers."
In the hospital, he didn't cooperate very well.
"My maternity leave is coming to an end and I have to go back to the group. You also have your own affairs. Meng Yun usually needs someone to take care of him."
Chen Shuguan took it for granted and said, "I can take care of him by myself."
She didn't expect him to plan like this, and she didn't know what to say.
A world-class scientist, he can throw away his reputation and status, and is willing to sit around with a toddler who is not very behaved all day long, serving him to eat, drink and sleep.
Too reckless.
"Chen Shuguan... Maybe you don't care, but you were born to stand on the experimental podium. This is a gift from God, and you should not let it go to waste."
She knew how accomplished he was.
Chen Shuguan thought to himself, it's not, you are the gift.
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